How much are you willing to surrender? Deeper and deeper into the mystery, into the great unknown? Where the mind has nothing to grasp onto and the only security to be found is in the letting go?  Where the many faces of the created self start to unravel and dissolve ~ are we prepared to face what is left there in the darkness? Have we befriended ourselves in the deep cavernous hidden places, where there is nothing left?

Who are we?
Why are we here?
What is left when it has all come undone?

With no bottom in sight…
Floating weightless, there you see a distant place where light glimmers on the surface
Can you see it?
Sparking like tiny diamonds way up above ~
stars twinkling, lighting up the blackness of night, telling tales of ancient times past ~
beckoning you to remember

Who are you?
Why are you here?

~ Reflections and musings from the Scorpionic Underworld
Captures sent to me yesterday from the 2016 archives of Talia Migliaccio in Icelandic Waters

Rekindling the Pathway of the Priestess | Elemental Intimacy

We wrap back around from where we first began, here we are, in an ancient forest sitting in the shape of a circle, with a clearing in the center. It is here that we continue our journey and begin again, over and over and over. In this space we are joined by the ancients, 4 living masters. These wisdom keepers as old as time, who are continuously shaping the world we live in, shaping our bodies, breathing life into us, and bestowing onto us the manifested magic of the Divine.

Here we sit with ~~

Fire, Water, Earth, and Air

Our Spirit, Blood, Body and Breath. The elemental masters. 

Day by day we travel deeper within, “presencing” ourselves through our 5 senses. As we wake up our subtle body and begin to truly listen, we invoke our senses, opening them to receive the teachings from these living masters. 

              The wonderful thing about the elements is that they are with us in every moment. They never for once during our living life leave us. When the master of Air leaves our body, and the last breath is shed, that denotes death of the physical form. If our blood runs dry, we follow the same fate, and so on it goes.  These masters give us life, feed us, nourish us and have much wisdom to share.     

To read the full article and transmission ~ please visit the link below https://journal.catorilife.com/spirit/connectionwiththeelements

Rekindling the Pathway of the Priestess | Sensory Awareness

In the old times, in the ancient ways, the role of the Priestess was she who was initiated and trained in the arts of ceremony and ritual. She performed rites for the community that honored the cycles of nature and the cosmos. She was attuned to the harmonic frequencies and lived as a conduit for the Divine. She often lived in Temples with other Priestesses, together devoting their lives to studying the great mysteries ~ of earth, the universe, and the unseen. They were skilled in the various healing arts, communing with the elements, plants, songs, and the spirits…

     It is important to note that the true pathway of the Priestess is not an easy one, that it isn’t a trendy fad to be worn as an identity and taken lightly. This pathway requires deep dedication to self cultivation… a waking up to everything we are not, and a letting go of all that keeps us separate from our connection to source and the Divine. Along the path, there are many sacrifices and initiations that challenge our way of thinking and strip us down to the core essence of our being…

Read full transmission at ::: Catori Life

Zen and Acquiring Teaware


Acquiring Tea ware is such a journey, and a welcomed one at that. I receive so many questions from others asking where a large tea pot can be purchased or where the set of bowls I am using came from. It took some time and patience for these wonderful tools to enter into my life. Fortunately or unfortunately for me, I have the blessed gift of being left handed. What this means in relation to tea and my practice, is that not only do I have to switch everything over to the opposite side, but also left handed pots are harder to come by. Over the past 6 years, this has changed a bit, though it is still a big stroke of luck to walk into a potter's shop and see a sweet little pot waiting there under a spotlight, glowing, with a handle poking out the left. So back then, there was even less to a zero percent chance of that happening. I had no choice but to just be patient. It might have taken me almost a whole year to get a left side handle  pot. I had to order one from a japanese potter, who at that time was the only potter my teacher knew of that would have one. So, leaves straight into the bowl it was. Happily! Swirling around on the bottom of the bowl, they unfurled and danced for me with every pour. I learned so much during those first precious months of discovering tea in this way. Alone I sat by my fire place, watching these sweet leaves, not wanting for anything to be different. As they say, ignorance is such bliss. And at the beginning of any wonderful journey, when a path is being traversed for this first time, the innocent wonder of a child is found there, present in each sip. Exclaiming joy and astonishment at the vast capacity just one leaf has to offer.

Soon my tea pot came and with it many other friends to drink and explore inside it. Kettles came, rice bowls came and rice bowls went, proper bowls came and more tea and more pots in different shapes and sizes, and more and more. As my teacher would say, the more space is made for tea, the more tea shows up... in every way. The information that I was able to receive from the perceived "upgrades" to my tea ware were much more obvious because of the simple start of the journey. Chances are, if you have been wearing finely made silk clothes your whole life without a moment to experience cheaply made acrylic ones, then you will never understand and appreciate fully what the silk is providing for you, in quality or texture. If all you have is an electric kettle, use it.  Then you'll find that a clay kettle comes into your life and you get to observe what a difference it makes to the quality of the heat in your water. Oh joy! You then understand personally why it would be your preference to use the clay kettle. But, if you find yourself again without the clay kettle, maybe in a hotel room, with just an electric kettle present, you can then rejoice that is it there in that moment to heat your water so you can have tea. When you return home, you can rejoice that you have your clay kettle back and can improve your tea once again. 

The point maybe is... There is to need to grasp or judge. No-thing to be attached to. There is no need to go out consuming. There is then a balance that is struck in the space of your intent, reverent heart and these sacred tools revealing themselves to you in their right timing to be consumed just in the right moment when you are empty and have space to be filled. We then can rest with open palms and allow that which is placed into them to be fully received. To start your tea journey all you really need is one empty bowl. An empty bowl, waiting and willing to be filled and then emptied again. Probably if you are reading this, someone has already placed that bowl into your hands with some little leaves dancing in it and hot steam rising up to meet your mouth. So there you are, that was the hard part, but you made space and look what showed up...